sigh.. i really dont knw what i want.. what im thinkin.. this seriously sucks.. when ever my mind run wild.. my tears will be followin.. a total lost of control.. so many what if were here.. what if im blind?? what if im deaf.. and what if i’ve lost my memories.. memories of everything.. maybe expect my families member??.. im tired.. my brain works like too much.. i cant concentrate.. what if i’ve got a chance to reverse e time.. maybe i wish to fast forward.. fast forward t e very last moment or breathe of mine.. i think it will be great.. no needa waste so much time and energy t do so many things and to think so much.. im so goin crazy tell you..
work home slp, slp work home, home work slp. totally meaningless.. totally useless.. kill my brain for me.. anybody??.. i knw im stupid t have think this way.. i know i dont treasure my life.. but this is my life.. like f it. argh..! shoo~
i dont knw how am i feeling.. im confuse.. i dont wanna think so much.. but nth can help.. i think i dont have enough slp.. so many things t do.. t decide.. t consider.. tired can..
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